Jump Jump..Bounce, Splat.

So today I have been all over the place, like no joke all over the place. Its like return of the A.D.D. times 10. I guess its cause I feel slightly overwhelmed and all over the place, even though I have no reason to feel either. I did go to the gym last night and do my weigh in like I was supposed to. 198.2! so Yay, I am below 200 lbs.

A few hours later:

How can I be so unfocused this morning that I cant write more than 2 sentence's on my blog (okay well 3) and now I feel dizzy sick and tired...I think it has something to do with the fact that I did just get sick in the bathroom but I will spare you guys the details. Frustrating, cause now my energy has definitely crashed. I guess I didn't eat the healthiest of lunches (hamburger) but whatever. I don't want to dwell on that. I was going to tell you guys a story earlier that kinda had to do with the title, I think I still will cause it makes me laugh.

So last year, I was working crazy hours, and I was supper stressed out, and I was like 90% sure I was the only one in the office (mostly cause it was like 10:30pm) so I walked up and down the hall just to check then I turned my music on as loud as it would go and started "dancing" dancing is in quotation marks cause I am an overweight white Jewish girl with no rhythm, like I am anti rhythm if that is even possible, I am also highly uncoordinated and lack anything even remotely involving grace, so my form of dancing tends to be jumping around and waving my arms about like a crazy person ( I hope you have an image in your head now). Well anyway, I am dancing, with my headphones on and music blaring and all of a sudden someone rounds the corner, and I screamed(Yes, I saw a random person and screamed cause I didn't think anyone was there) midway through jump, so I tried to jump away from the person that at the time I thought was a ghost or something, so midway through jump/dancing I started screaming/falling, and landed on a pile of boxes with books in them twisting my ankle and sprawling on the floor. The guy, who was a random temp I think, stopped looked at me, I looked back at him, then he walked away. It was great....are you guys laughing yet?

Also, on another random tangent, I really want my fat ass calf's to fit into some knee high boots! like seriously, they are SO cute, and warm and everything great. But when I look online they only have them for like 15 inch calf's, I need like an extra 4 inches of material. Grrr...I found these at DSW.



they have a semi decent selection of boots in a wide calf you can see them here but seriously, I hate how expensive things are, if I had normal calf's (which from years of horse back riding just isn't going to happen) I could buy really cute boots for like 50$...I do really like these though, for 2 big reasons. 1st, they are aersoles, and normally I don't care to much for brand stuff but shoes are different, aersoles are one of those brands where you are practically guaranteed that they wont hurt your feet. But they also have an extra zipper so that if you have a fat calf it zips down and gives you extra room, but then as you loose weight like I am hoping to do they will zip back up again so it will still fit you. Eh, I guess I just need to wait and prioritize my spending cause I want to go to Germany this winter.

Anyway, my stomach needs to stop being ridiculous so I can go home and do Budokon before Bones, and Fringe and Project Runway comes on.