No I didnt really go into a coma. I did have a couple of bad months though. So right after my last blog post I broke up with the guy I had been dating. It wasnt anything serious but it still really really sucked, nothing hurts your self esteem more then getting dumped. Even by a guy you wernt all that into in the first place. Then I acted out and got stupid drunk and kissed this guy at a party, then freaked out cause I kissed a guy at a party and hid from him and my friends for the rest of the night. Then Nanowrimo started, and I finished it, but with Nano and a full time job, in busy season, it drained me so no blogging then.
Then I went home for thanksgiving and my grandma told me that I would be beautiful if I lost 40 lbs. Which made me really supper depressed cause I was (with exception of November) working really hard.
Shortly after thanksgiving I came back to dc And broke my ankle chasing middle schoolers at work. and took up knitting. Went home for Christmas.
Then basically as soon as I got home from Christmas holiday's I noticed something smelt funny in my room. Then I noticed the floor was wet. Then I noticed it was growing mildew. Then I called my landlord who ignored me. Finally my landlord called me back like a week later saying he was gonna send someone over to fix it. I get home and I still have mildew and mold growing on my carpet and walls, but at least everything was dry. Then I got sick. Like really sick. However in my epic foolishniss I was determined to ignore the fevor and just have a bad cold. That lasted for three weeks. Finally my boss made me go to the doctor (I was sleeping at my desk at work). The doctor diognosed me with Strep (on the verge of scarlet fever), a Sinus Infection, and a Respitory Infection. He perscribed bedrest (for a week but I only took a weekend) ANYWHERE BUT MY ROOM. cause he blamed the sickness on the mold. So I moved (and lost my running shoes in the process).
A week after I moved I went to Germany to see my friend Brittany who was about to have a baby. They had a beautiful Baby girl named Abigail, and I loved visiting them it was amazing amounts of fun. And Brittany, even thoguh she was 9.5 months pregos took me around Germany so I could go site seeing.
Came home, had tons of work to do from taking a vacation. Work got crazy. Seriously I have had some insaine cases this year. And I have decided that when I rule the world condoms will be free and any child over the age of 16 has to have a part time job.
And then, like a week or two ago a friend of mine found my blog and asked me if I am still working on it. And I thought. HEY I HAVE A BLOG. light went on in my head and I am back.
So for the things that matter, yes I have still been trying to work out and eat right. No it has not been my number one priority cause well I suck. Although intermitntly when I have the chance I do work out. Like tonight. I came home from work and worked out. And tomorrow I am planning on waking up and going to the gym. Although I have to be careful cause my ankle still really hurts when I run to long.
As for the damage I did to myself with my 7 month hiatus. Its not as bad as it could be (no idea what I weigh, my roomate through out my scale when we moved...back in feb, and I havent found a new gym).
My mesurments on October 21st 2009 were:
Measurements Now:
Waist Circumference: 34.5
Bust Circumference: 40 1/2
High Hip Circumference: 37 1/2
Hip Circumference: 49 1/4
Thigh Circumference: 29 1/2 (down 1/2 an inch)
Upper Arm Circumference: 14 (same)
Calf Circumference: 19 (down 1 inch)
My mesurements now are:
Waist Circumference: 34 (how did this shrink?)
Bust Cicumference: 39 (again?)
High Hip Circumference: 41 1/2
Hip Circumference: 48 1/2
Thigh Circumference: 29 1/2
Upper Arm Circumference: 14 1/2
Calf Circumference: 18 1/2
So nothing really changed. I added a lot in the high hip (gut area). But hopefully I can loose it again. I think the leson in this is I have to keep working in order to keep seeing progress but as long as I am an intermediet slacker not a major slacker I will be able to maintian what I loose?
Sorry for the really long post. I did miss you guys
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